10:27pm
It's been 2 years since i've been on this blog but i've been thinking about it a lot and decided to start posting again. However, i'd like the change the subject...instead of sticking to beauty and fashion related posts i'm going to write about whatever i feel like. Wether it be sharing my favourite film with you, writing about a day out i had and occasionally even beauty if i so feel like it. i'm attempting to keep it casual and hopefully one day i can look back at this and reminisce.
The six weeks have just begun but due to college and as exams i had an extra four weeks off before that and i am officially b o r e d ... i have some things planned here and there but other than that i'm struggling to find things to do. I have a list of tv shows lined up to watch but for some reason the thought of getting emotionally attached to a new show and its characters seems like a lot of work and time investment for me right now and i'm still not really over the walking dead, orange is the new black or prison break which i recently watched so i'm taking a break from netflix and television series except for my guilty pleasure of 'keeping up with the kardashians' once a week but here's a list of shows i'd like to eventually watch:
-How to get away with murder
-Bates Motel
-Gavin and Stacey
-Community
-Bad Education
-Gossip Girl
Most of those are quite old but i'm not very up to date, i might write about my favourite tv series at some point. None of those in my list majorly stick out to me so for the time being i've been watching films and even though i claim to hate them and always refuse to watch them i've been loving a good romance, actually more of the sad romance films tbh. I watched 'if i stay' which i'd never seen before, 'the fault in out stars' which i've seen many times and still cry hysterically at every time (i even cried at the book i love it so much) and finally 'the last song' with miley cyrus who i've always loved and liam hemsworth (wow), i watched this film when i was a lot younger and had forgotten the whole story line so thought why not give it a watch...well i bawled. like a baby. omg that was the biggest mix of emotions i have ever felt but its such a wonderful film and it features such a beautiful song which i have rekindled my love for called 'when i look at you', so for me it's an oldie but goldie! The song set me off listening to much slower chilled out music which isn't normally what i go for and i created a playlist called 'youth' which features a collection of ballads and slow music which i have started listening to in the evening, i've been especially loving the song 'all i want' by kodaline.
I've also become very determined to sort my life out recently, i've been feeling very lonely and small and quite horrible with myself and i thought it was time for a change (i'll talk more about that another time) but i'm hopeful for the future and we will see what it holds, hopefully i can look back at this blog and say that i achieved what i was hoping for and be proud of myself.
and that's it for this ramble, i'd like to keep this up mainly for myself but only time will tell.
K
